Monday, November 1, 2010

BRAGA@PORTUGAL


Just another adventure in life! I've been given a scholarship to Portugal to study the Portuguese Language, Culture and History! Oh well, another way for me to travel around Europe I guess! The journey was pleasant as I got to know a few nice people on board! Oh well, me with my chatty mouth talks to almost everyone! ROFL~~Sanna is a girl from Finland and she is a tourist guide and been to Borneo many times to guide tourists from Finland. She was the first person who welcomed me to Europe and it is such a bless to know her!


After reaching Schipol, Amsterdam, I was wandering around and also got to know Nazma, a portuguese lady from Lisbon. ROFL~~~ Again, I was talking and chatting with her as we were both waiting for our flight to Lisbon. She was busy shopping while I was busy looking at things. Gosh I kept on converting the prices! HAHAHA. I think it is normal as this is my first time in Europe!!

After arriving.. my friend Viviana was there to bring me all the way from Lisbon to Braga! She's such a dear friend~ This was the first time I am meeting her mom and I was really excited! She invited me over for Christmas and New Year in Lisbon! That was really early an invitation. Thank you so much! As Vivi was driving.. I got bored and took this picture.



Thanks for that pose Vivi~~ Anyways, I was busy taking pictures on the way to Braga.....
Vivi and her mom haven't been to Braga before, this is like their little adventure or a short trip to Braga.




At last, I am in Braga! Hope to get a new start and getting to know more people here!






Saturday, July 17, 2010

NEW CHAPTER OF LIFE!

Dear all,

I have been busy with so many things that I do not know where to begin with. I felt so blessed with whatever I have achieved in the past one year! There is this saying, "no pain, no gain" which I truly believe in it. I can't keep smiling while blogging because I have left the sadness and sorrow behind and looking foward to a brighter and cheerful future.
I have recently got a scholarship to Portugal to learn their language, culture and history. I am happy to have had this opportunity coming to me and hoping it will change my life in many ways.
Portugal, here I come! Bem-vindo menina! I will start blogging as soon as I am inspired to! LOLX.

Beijinhos.

Friday, October 30, 2009

Heartaches and Sorrows of my life

A little thought after being hung up on the phone by my mom.
Sometimes, it is weird that I do care what she says. Most of the time, I deny the fact that I don't care whatever she said. Many times, I will be attacked with abusive and nonsensical words. Truth to be told, I'm always surprised that I can still forgive her after that. Who am I not to as she has given me a LIFE.... Well, maybe, just maybe this is what I have to go through due to my past life act or relatively known as "karma". Being hated by your own mom isn't a good experience. Her main reason was, I resemble my aunt whom she hates a lot. Why do I get the blame when there are two gens combination in me!? This totally blows me off! Often questions pop in my head, "Do I have a choice in my life to pre-made how I look before I was born?" " Why do I have to be the victim for her whenever she's upset about my father's side of the family?" "How I wish to have a peaceful life in a family of no hatred but only love amongst themselves?" and so on. It's always, "How I wish....."! I'm tired of being emotionally conquered by my mom as I've done nothing wrong. Sorry for reminding you all the time of your, so called, "enemy", whom you hated so much. Towards the end of the day, I have no choice in choosing whoever I want myself to look alike, I'm just an innocent being born into this world with a future that yet unknown unless I've travelled. Sometimes, I wish to be out of the commotions that I've gone through and live my life happily and filled with love and care from people who I love and cherish. Sometimes, in life, we can't be too cautious because things happen for a reason and I truly believe that whatever happens I will go through it and be a thougher and stronger person that I hope I will be in the future. *I do not need to be a mothers pet but occasionally like to be loved and care like other kids who often hunger for their mother's love. I'm just an ordinary child with hope of being showered with love!

Saturday, May 16, 2009

F.A.M.I.L.Y!

What is Family? For over 20 over years, I’ve struggled to strive for an answer. In my opinion, one cannot specifically denote the meaning of “Family”. The proper way is to experience the warmth of one’s family. Unfortunately, not everyone has the fortune to feel the warmness of family. Personally, I’ve been longing to feel the warmth in the family for a long long time…. Often, questions kept running through my mind. Is it true that people have happy family? Why don’t I see that happening to my family? What have gone wrong? How can I fix it? Am I able to set things straight? The questions will be left unanswered as I do not know who I can tell my problems to. Indeed I have many friends but I do not want to bother them with my family problems. Why not live a happier life without troubling my friends. I do not want others to be miserable like me. It’s enough that I am going through all these things; I do not want others to be always sympathized towards me.

I can still remember vividly, the harsh words that have been either shouted or said to me. Each time after arguments, my tears will be rolling down my cheek non stop. I feel sad that I have to end up with arguments. It is not about losing the arguments but it is about me having to argue with my mom. Most people must be thinking that I’m over sensitive and should just learn how to accept my own family. Honestly, I have sat down and think rationally of what have been happening to me. My relationship with my mother! Of course, I always wish her happiness and health but sometimes, I feel like I have to stand up for myself in certain situations. Although people might think that my mom is an “open minded” person, she is the total opposite of it. I feel sad that she doesn’t support in many aspects. Her reasoning was I am not dedicated to whatever I am doing. On the other hand, I always feel that failure is the best way to learn something. My mom doesn’t accept failures; she thinks failures are something people should avoid. People should only be looking at success and not failure! Tell me then, when will only my mom be a supportive towards me? The answer is NEVER!

Tell me, what am I supposed to do? Will I ever be my mom’s best friend? Is it wrong to wish for that? I always wonder….. I do wish one day my wish will come true!

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

CELLPHONE!

Exam is over! Just few weeks before my examinations, my cellphone broke on me. Luckily, my bf had an extra phone to lend it to me. It's really frustrating because my Nokia Phone is just only 1 and a half year old. Nevermind, just forget about it. Tadaaaa... I saw something in between the pages of the local newspapers. It is Sony Ericsson W705.

W705 somewhere resembles W880 if we closely look at its edges and sides, sharply styled with brushed aluminium, a subtle gold trim, plus a rubber-feel back panel. A 2.4-inch QVGA display dominates the front, giving a bright, clear and reasonably large platform for its multimedia spin-overs. Its dimensions are an acceptable 95(h) x 48(w) x 14.3(d)mm, and its weight which is 98g echoes the solid feel of the bodywork.

A conventional Sony Ericsson touch has been provided at the buttons galore, with the navigation D-pad and control keys laid out in an attractive circular array that’s grooved and raised in the right places for finger-tapping accuracy. The main menu view can be changed if you prefer a more carousel or scrolling style of function selection.
Wi-Fi can be switched on or off quickly by accessing the Activity Menu shortcuts using a hotkey on the control panel. It’s useful for fast-tracking to other useful functions too, like Bluetooth, Google Maps, TrackID or the phone’s browser. Wi-Fi is a real no-hassle experience, activating without fuss, and able to auto connect seamlessly when you’re in range of your selected hotspot.

The slider mechanism is smooth and feels robust, while the numberpad is neatly engineered - with a contoured surface and marker dots helping to differentiate numbers on the panel.

This Walkman phone leaves main music player control duties to the navigation pad - although there’s also a tiny Walkman key on the top of the phone, for activating the player and initiating its Shake Control operation. This motion-operated gadgetry utilises the built in accelerometer that also auto-rotates the display in certain functions.

That there’s no 3.5mm headphone socket on a specialist music mobile is a regular source of irritation when we’re looking at Walkman phones, particularly when the alternative is a lumpy proprietary multi-connector awkwardly positioned on the side (for maximum in-pocket snagging).

Although the onboard memory totals 120MB, the 4GB in-box memory card is a decent enough amount of in-box storage for loading tunes. This can be done in the usual ways, using the USB cable and Media Manager software, drag-and-dropping in Mass Storage mode, or Bluetooth transferring is over.

Unfortunately, the camera on the W705 takes a back seat to the music player, in typical Walkman phone fashion. It has a similar, if less sophisticated, user interface as its Cyber-shot brethren, and automatically switches to landscape camera mode, but the 3.2-megapixel camera here lacks the all-round shooting ability of Sony Ericsson’s photo-centric handsets.It has a fixed focus lens rather than using an autofocus system, and results are average for this sort of shooter. Image detail is limited, and although shots can look reasonable in good lighting conditions, images can look soft with lower light. In darker environments, there’s plenty of grain apparent, and the LED flash has limited effect over more than a short distance.

Standard settings adjustments are included, plus image tweaking options. Uploading images and video online is also possible, with Sony Ericsson supplementing its standard Blogger upload option with others for MySpace and Picasa, plus a further option to tap in settings for any other services you prefer.

The online activity includes a typical NetFront browser that’s speedy and serviceable to use. There are plenty of other useful, fun and frivolous features under the W705’s bonnet, from a Walk Mate motion-activated pedometer for tracking your daily steps and an AccuWeather.com weather updater to a Music Quiz based on your tracks and an odd Rock Bobblehead motion controlled animation.

Among the five games included are motion-activated bowling and 3D driving games. The usual solid toolbox of organiser apps and functions are present and correct too, including calendar, calculator, tasks and notes, world clocks, timer, stopwatch, voice recorder, and code memo apps.

Email, IM and other phone messaging facilities are available, while Sony Ericsson has implemented a Conversations facility to view threads of messages from your phonebook contacts(a good interactive approach!)

But it won’t have any GPS

Battery
Battery performance is adequate, with the W705 delivering over two days of action with normal usage levels and Wi-Fi active.

Finally, to quote: “Its typically decent set of mid-range features are bolstered by a terrific music player performance and Wi-Fi connectivity”

Taken from, -SE-LifeStyle News Team-



Wednesday, April 22, 2009

EXAM~!

Sorry for not updating this blog lately. I have been busy with my examination. Yeah, today, 22nd April 2009, I've just finished two papers. Crossing my fingers, hope that everything will be going smooth sailing. I have another paper on Friday morning, "Varieties of English". Errrrhhh, I hate to remember facts. I have no other choice but to go through this horror~~!!

PPsssttttt.... little secret here... I am feeling guilty now. I have been playing "Mafia Wars" in between my study....OMG~~!! I feel so bad for myself!!!!

I still couldn't believe that I'm addicted to this game. One definite conclusion is, facebook applications can make you addicted to it. SO...BEWARE!!!

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

TOO MUCH OF EVERYTHING by CORNEILLE

It is not just only a song. The first time I heard this song, I felt like this is what my bf have been trying to tell me all this while. I'm glad there's a song for him to express what he felt deep in his heart.



you're too much of everything
and I'm just a man
but you're so many other things
that only I understand
you're too much of everything
and I'm just a man
but I love you like no other can(2x)

If I could be perfect
only to match one half of you
then that would be perfect
but with nothing else to prove to you
how could I deserve you

you're too much of everything
and I'm just a man
but you're so many other things
that only I understand
you're too much of everything
and I'm just a man
but I love you like no other can(2x)

If I was nothing but beautiful
inside and out my past included
now wouldn't that be wonderful
but I wouldn't have cried and sweat to earn it, to deserve it

you're too much of everything
and I'm just a man
(I'm just a man)
but you're so many other things
that only I understand
you're too much of everything
and I'm just a man
(just a man)
but I love you like no other can(2x)

they say a woman is closer to perfect than a man will ever be
if there is any truth to that than you were born way ahead of me
plus you grew to become more than a woman
but this love is gonna make me
(this love is gonna make me)
work myself up to you
work myself up to the best of me

you're too much of everything
and I'm just a man
(I'm just a man)
but you're so many other things
(so many other things)
that only I understand
you're too much of everything
and I'm just a man
but I love you like no other can(2x)

you're too much of everything
and I'm just a man
but you're so many other things
that only I understand
you're too much of everything
and I'm just a man
but I love you like no other can(2x)

The whole album from him was great. Everyone should get one.